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Friday, May 8, 2009
I apologize, but i totally forgot all about livejournal for a little while... Wow....
luckily i was searching through someones myspace and there was a link to the site, and i remebered i had one! wah wah!
Well well..... just a quick update.
Ive had mono already, which sucked. But i lost weight i guess. Im slowly gaining it back i think, so i need to work out more, even though because i moved out on my own, i walk to work now just about everyday, so no biggie.
Yes, i live on my own. Well, technically with a friend of mine, Kat. So its good. privacy. independencies. Responsibilities. And im learning to save money.
Uhm, work is work. Allthough my boyfriend is awesome. Carlos. Gotta love him!
I love my bar, and everyone hates it. haha!
okay, well im gonna go back to drawing some tattoos!
glad to be back, and so sorry ive missed out!
Peace mayne!
Current mood:  calm Current music: The Velvet underground
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Work Blows. So i wish people knew how to communicate with eachother, cause when something goes outta whack, somethings gonna go wrong, and it doesnt matter who it hurts, its ALWAYS gonna hurt someone. This time it was me. Im sick of being the friggen scapegoat of the damn kitchen. Im stepping up my game, im putting my foot down, and im letting people know who the hell i am!
Im not someone to walk all over. Im not someone to put all the blame on, and im NOT someone to fuck with! Assholes. I cant friggen wait til i get another damn job so i can burn that hell hole to the damn ground.
Friends are born backstabbers. Not all friends. Some talk smack, some just smack, and some stab. dont tell me to my face, oh, youre awesome, i love you, youre one of my favorites, and then turn right around, make a face, stick your finger in your mouth as if making yourself gag. Thats not a friend. A friend DOESNT spread untrue rumors about you, JUST to make your own self seem friggen tough. A REAL friend would be RIGHT there whenever you need them, and not hesitate....
A true friend wouldnt use your crush against you to make you weak. a true friend WOULDNT cuss you out because they didnt get their way in the end.... theyd accept it move on, hug, kiss, whatever.
Im sick of having people call me their friend when they just plan on hurting me in the end... so please, if you ACTUALLY consider us friends.... dont hurt me, cause i can guarendamntee i wont hurt you.
Boy troubles to the Max. ex's wont leave me alone. (or atleast the one i had no intention of keeping in contact with). I have like 3 creepy stalkers. I have a few like interests, and my head is just completely jumbling itseelf. im confusing myself... and its not helping my current situation right now...
but there is one guy i really have come to like ALOT.... and hes still sweeter than ever... something might happen there. Plus, we have a few more dates planned! woohoo! going to see his friends band play... kinda like Tool, so im stoked! Not til feb 13th though! haha...
i dunno... boys are confusing, and they make my head hurt sometimes.
So, i have to get wisdom teeth pulled on thursday, so im not going out thursday night, or friday night. im staying in. Depending on how i feel after work on saturday, ill most likely be staying in as well. Im nervouse because Fawzy told me that when he pulls my teeth its gonna hurt alot, and for a long time. im not sure if hes lying or telling the truth, but im still either way NOT looking forward to it....
what else can go wrong, or has? Hmm. Car accident. throat swollen. bump on my head. aching, deteriorating bones, cyst, my floating rib syndrome thingy, im surprised i dont have HIV/AIDS, Cancer, MS, TB, and anything else imaginable? Why not? just HIT me with it! I friggen DARE you.... assholes...
i friggen HATE health issues....
anywho, i think im done for now. So ill talk to y'all later. Sorry its been a while.
P3@cE:l<3vE:TraNqUilItY:TogEthErnEss:ForEvEr!
Current mood:  contemplative Current music: Across the universe Soundtrack.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
1:49AM
Happy Friggen New YEar everyone!
My birthday is in TWENTY TWO friggen days! damn skippy peanut butter!!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
soo, whats new? nothing much, Mike turned out to be an asshole. tried to guilt me into him going into a psych hospital. thanks ass. tried to blame his problems on me, and tried to make me jealous that hes back with his exgirlfriend WHO he broke up with to date me. wtf? why would you do that to someone? i had no idea he did that, so he blamed that on me too so now a complete stranger hates me for no damn reason. ive just had it up to here with friggen wierdos that ive dated, and i think im either going to never date again or join a convent. its crap how i only attract the wierdos and the ones I REALLY like dont like me back because im too fat, im wierd, i suck at life, etc. whatever. im done with it. im waiting until i get that pure vibe that ive found mr right, even though i already know who that is... he just choses not to see. even though everyone else has. whaaaat ever.
uhm, so thanksgiving went really well. i had a good thanksgiving, and it was nice seeing all my family, but unfortunately my grampa couldnt make it cause he was really sick, which worried me. but i got to talk to him for a wittle bit so that made me less worried.
uhm woke up friday at 430 in the am to ab absolutely horrible dream. to be technical i woke up about 6 different times in the middle of the night to a different person each time trying to kill me.. yeah, i dunno but im scared shitless because of that. im fearing for my life and i really should not have to be, cause i havent done a damn thing to anyone, so im scared for no reason.
woke up, got ready and went shopping with my sister, Kimba and my cousin Tori. got some christmas shopping done. bought myself some things. I bought a new iPod. 30,000 songs. oh eff yes! im so psyched about it!
Saturday i worked and then after work i went to best buy with my dad and my uncle to buy myself a new laptop. had to buy a new computer because my old one didnt have XP or Vista on it, which is what my new ipod needed for it to actually work. so i went out and bought myself a deal. my own laptop, now evertone has one in the house. my mom will soon have kims old one i think. this is awesome, i finally got my computer. allthough i had to pay for it, and STILL have yet to get my graduation gift but ill wait. hah! cause now i got my iPod and i have my own computer.
soooo turkey day, new ipod toy, new laptop. TSO in almost 10 days with Kevin lanza and family. then christmas concert at work, then christmas, new years, then my birthday! i dont think anything can bring me down lately... (except work still sucks ass).
so i think thats good for now!
Peace! Back to playing with my toy!
Current mood: content Current music: Rescue Me: Season 4
Friday, November 7, 2008
So a few things have changed. Like soo......
( Derek Rant. )
Things im looking forward to. Well, Thanksgiving. Im finally, in atleast 3 years NOT working Thanksgiving, Which only means i get to make dinner! haha! Christmas season. Supposedly, according to Daddio, 103.3 and 105.7, The radio stations are Already playing Christmas tunes. PUMPED! In about a week and a half the familia is decorating the house for christmas. So it will be all decorated for Thanksgiving dinner, and for my Jewelry party in throwing Dec 6th! Some of you will be recieving invites in the mail1 wooh! And of course shortly after that im pumped for TSO again! for like the millions year in a row! Wooh! And kevin LAnza is coming with me! Isnt that awesome! i love it! yay! Plus, Lizzyfish graduates from College this year! Isnt that awesome? Shes almost done! go liz!
( Lp/Satans Asshole Rant. )
Christmas this year wont be as awesome as past years, but im okay with that. Im getting older every year, as does everyone else. So my parents have decided everyone gets ONE MAJOR gift this year. Im sure with select few small things such as stocking stuffers and whatnot. Im torn between a Laptop, Bigger iPod that will hold about 40,000 songs, To pay for my next tattoo (the memorial one for Auntie MArlene.), Or to just give money to help with a downpayment for a car or an apartment. I dont know, its tough! allthough, Kim told me the day after thanksgiving, im not working, so were getting up at 5 in the am to go discount shopping, and then i could get my Laptop and iPod. So that would eliminate some options. I dunno. im torn.....
( Memories are haunting me. )
I think im dont "ranting" for now, so feel free to read it, leave messages, whatever.
P3@cE:L<3vE:TraNqUilItY:TogEthErnEss:ForEvEr!
Current mood:  awake Current music: Tonight I wanna Cry -K. Urban
Thursday, November 6, 2008
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Any movie title, switch one word with penis! Yes, we are like 4 years old! hah!
Current music: TSO - Christmas Eve and Other Stories.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
I hate this shitty town. I hate the shitty people in it.
I hate this shitty state. I hate the shit people pull.
I hate when ppl hurt my family, and i hate when i finally have something GOOD going for me, and someone just takes it away.
I hate life, and i dont believe in god right now.
dont you hate that?
Current mood:  depressed Current music: Sometimes: Candlebox
Friday, October 17, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Soooo its been a while, and i have alot going on in my mind that i want to write down on paper but dont know which words to use to express, and all emotions running wild and having no clue whats going on, and how i feel and who is true to their word and all that jazz....
So i broke up with Andy as im sure you all know! It wasnt working, seeing as how he was gone for over a month and we talked maybe for a total of a 1/2 hour then entire time he was gone, and that was even after i sent emails, texts, and left voicemails on his phone every single day, and nothing was returned.
Hes going through alot right now, with a Passing of a family member, having Lost his job at the Airport, and not knowing how to pay his bills for his phone, computer, and pay his portion of the rent. IT was my idea to break up with him, but it was a completely mutual break up and we plan on remaining friends for as long as we allow it. Im sure well see eachother again soon, at the club, or around boston, etc. I wish him the best of luck, and hope he does well.
And im sure you all know i have already moved on as well! Met anthony a long time ago, and been talking ever since, and weve just developed this bond, this love, this great liking in eachother, and weve both done long distance relationships before so why not try it again with eachother? Seems like a decent idea. But the thing im unsure of is if im being played, because theres a girl posting things on his facebook wall, and leaving his comments, and texting, calling 24/7, blah blah blah, and she IM'ed me last night to let me know that she loves him, and wants whats best for him, and supposedly im the best thing to happen to him since god knows when, so shes supposedly stepping out of the picture, and letting us be, but from some things she said to me, it gave me the impression he doesnt really want to let her go right now, i dont know as a friend, a lover, ex girlfriend, whatever, but im in such a confused state right now.
Ive already gotten the talking to from one dear friend, and i appreciate that she is looking out for my best interest, and i know to learn from my mistakes, but i dont think this is a mistake just yet. If i find out theyre dating, or whatever ill obviously break it off, but i give second chances, and thirds sometimes, so ill see how this pans out. I just love him a whole lot, and dont think i want anything to come between it.
Uhm, work still sucks ass. People are leaving and have already left for school. were short staffed all the damn time, and it sucks because now i have to work atleast 3 times as hard, and still get paid shit money for it. I do so much work for soo little money, and everyone knows it, and my "boss" wont do shit about it, and Now when im ready to talk to Aquil about it, he leaves on vacation for a whole 3 weeks, so i still have to wait 2 more weeks to talk to him, and thats even more pressure because i dont want to be down his throat RIGHT as he gets back to this hell hole.... god, this place just absolutely friggen sucks... I need a new job, but in order for me to explore my options, i need a car so i can go out of town, and farther away, and its killing me not having a license, so that is clearly my first priority. IVe read the book over almost twice so ill do another quick read through, and then take some online practice tests and see how well i do!
God, my life could not be more of a pain in the ass right now.
Sunday was cromees birthday, and i had to work because katie wouldnt give it to me off, even though i asked for it I KNOW two weeks ahead of schedule, like were sposed to... but whatever. Went to her house after work, gave her her gift and was home by 9:45, which i kinda didnt mind cause i was absolutely exhausted.... but shes getting old. shes 22 now. haha!!! which makes me know that my birthday is not so long away. Im excited for it and im turning 21 this year. Nothing big. Not going out for my birthday, might just have a small party at my house, whatever! Who cares. hahaa!!!
Anywho, i think im finally done with this entry. I think ive made you all suffer enough so far. SO i will update again later, when i get another chance, haha! Hope y'all are going well, and i miss all my college buddies! Love you guys!!!!
ps, today is shannon McGraths last day at work, and im bummed about it!
Peace out cub scouts! Much love! Rock on! Live Large! Love Strong!
Current mood: content Current music: Joe M and Liz talking outside about some class?!?
Friday, August 1, 2008
I hate what i have become. I rely on others opinions of myself. I degrade myself, and i sell myself for nothing.
Im a bad human being and i dont know why anyone bothers with me anymore. I cant do anything right, and i just want to give up. I just want to go away, and not return. Go somewhere where no one knows me, so i can start over, become a different person...
I hate who i am. I hate what i do. I hate me.
Current mood: depressed Current music: Collective Soul
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Okay, so spent the last week in NH with family.
Im not going to go into detail cause words can NEVER describe how i feel when im in NH, so ill just post ups and downs and downs about the trip.
+A WHOLE WEEK away from Linden Ponds.
+A whole week away from dramafull Massachussetts.
-Ive found out some disturbing news about a friend, that frustrates me.
+I found out im kick ass at "Rock Band"/"GuitarHero".
+ My brother and his wife spent more than 2 days with us.
-It rained atleast 6/8th of the time.
+ My cousin/Clone Tori and i Danced in the rain, and swam, LITERALLY swam in puddles.
+I was able to buy anything i wanted, and i got mostly everything i wanted.
- SAdly, that wasnt much.
+ I won Beacon American Idol (which means i won a free nights stay at the Beacon.
+Next Year the cottage will be under my name, so i can bring who ever i want (even if i want anyone to come next year.)
-My aunts basement flooded, and Smokey (her cat) almost drowned.
+ I almost bought out Screamin' Skips Biker shop (3 t shirts, one sweatshirt, 10 stickers, one pirate flag, one skull patch, and almost bought a leather vest.)
+ I bought Candlebox and Kid Rock (new album) and am OBSESSED.
-I got frustrated with different people at times, when i should have been stress free.
-If i keep getting stessed, my blood pressure will rize, and i just might actually become diabetic this time.
-My camera broke the day or teo before i left for NH, so i had to take pictures on Kims CAmera.
+ Im going to buy a new camera (and hopefully i can wait until "Tax Free Weekend" to buy it.
+ I told mom and dad i want PS2/Guitar hero for christmas.
-Old man in the Mountain Fell down 5 years ago, now.
--------I had to leave New Hampshire to come back to this godforsaken town.
My vacation was over all a good one. I didnt get to swim as much as i wanted, but it was really needed, and i honest to god wish i had a time machine just so i could continue to going back a week in time. I love New Hampshire, and as soon as i get a chance, i will move as close there as i can. THANks!
Alright. im done. So, hope you enjoyed, even though there wasnt really much to say. Peace out! Much love! Rock on! Ride HARD! LIVE LARGE!
Current mood: amused Current music: Enter Sandman -Metallica
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Soooo, whats new? I havent written in a while, and im sorry. I dont mean to bore you with not having written in a few. So how are things with everyone? Whats going on? Any news i need to know about?
Well, whats been going on in my life. Nothing much really. Work has begun to go downhill again mostly. Some new bosses suck, some are cool. Some are friends that are turning into something i wish they wouldnt. Whatever. Shit happens, and then you move on.
Uhm. My tattoo is finally like completely healed, but theres a pimple in it. im afraid to pop it cause the color might come off/out, and i dont want to screw up such a great job, (Thanks Phill :D). Im glad i got it when i did cause now i can enjoy NH and actually go swimming when i want to! Woohoo!!!
New hampshire is in a week. Ill be gone from the 19th to the 27th. Im SOOO friggen excited. Ive been waiting for this all year. I love being able to get away from work, even from Weymouth, Mass. I like being able to relax and not have to worry about when i have to get up for work, or cover someones shift, etc. Im so glad its almost here, but im sad that its going to be over lickitysplit like it usually goes. I just made a hefty lumpsome from overtime at work, and i got my IRS check for $600.00, so i can basically buy ANYTHING i want when in NH. Im not gonna bring an ATM card, cause well the parents took that away, but i want to bring a certain amount so im not spending more than i need. Plus, ive pretty much gotten EVERYTHING from NH seeing as how thsi will be atleast my 18th year going( cause i dont remember if i went when i was a week infant). I need new clothes, new sneakers, jewelry, and the assorted enjoyments i buy in NH. So i shouldnt need too much, but i know ill be going out to dinner alot with Kimba, or hanging at the Bar/Lounge playing games, and singing Karaokee like i have previous years. If you cant tell, im just so friggen excited!!! AH! I havent started packing yet, so i need to write out my list of what im bringing. Nothing much this year, just clothes and some crossword books, string for bracelets, and cd's/ipodHome. Anywho, thats enough about that.
Uhm, hung out at Jclans TWICE in a row this week. It was awesome! She has a BOMB firepit, and her POOL CHANGES COLORS! its mad pimp! i love it, and her house is absolutely gorgous. Her kitchen is my ideal kitchen! i love it!! and her ROOM, FRIGGEN HUGE! i thought my room was big! Hers totally Dominates! haha! Anywho, i got atleast 30 bugbites from her house, so thats the only downside. They all are starting to KILL and bleed kinda, so thats a bummer, but those days were fun!!! Plus i hung out with CrespiCreams and KLanza, and i havent done that in a while, so YAY!
Amada Manna got into an accident cause some ASSFACE desided to drive her off the road, and she basically broke herself!!! I really hope she gets better real fast! I dont know if she went camping this weekend, but i really hope shes okay, cause i wub her!!!
Uhm, what else.... andy is leaving for Morocco in 2 hours. And hes going away for 4 weeks. I actually cried last night, because he means alot to me, and i dont think ill make it these 4 weeks not seeing him atleast once or twice, but hes going home to see his family so thats good for him. Im glad hes going to see his family. He asked me if i wanted to come. Ide love to, but im going away soon, and i dont think i would survive in Morocco for 4 weeks, not knowing anything about it, or knowing anything about his family. But i would LOVE to spend 4 STRAIGHT weeks with him, because when im with him, i feel alive, and hes just so sweet, and basically the greatest guy!!! Im going to miss him, but were going to call eachother when we can, and text, and im going to send him emails just about every day. So this wont be SOOO hard.
I think thats all for now, actually. This is getting long enough and ive had complaints about how long my entries are! haha! Sorry guys! But im outy now! So peace outski! Much love! rock on!
ps.... i did a bad thing, and i know it, but im owning up to it. Dont be dissapointed, cause ive learned from it.
Current mood:  anxious Current music: Tv :Law&Order.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Alright, so bunches of exciting news.
( First comes work. )
Love life. Im obviously dating Adnane/Andy for those who dont want/know how to pronounce his name! haha... Im really happy with him! he makes me feel incredible when im with him! he makes all my cares go away. But i hate the fact that i dont have a license/car to see him whenever i want, which is ALL the time!!! And he doesnt have a car, but has a license. He lives in Boston, and im not okay with taking the train by myself, because i know what happens, and im very cautious about certain things. So its hard dealing with the Distance, but atleast hes not all the way in Africa like be will be in a couple weeks. Hes leaveing to go home for 4 weeks in about 10 daysish! He wants to see me before he goes home, and i would LOVE to see him pretty much everyday but its hard when theres no trasnportation, and we have opposide schedules. I hate it, but i love the fact that hes so amazing... and thats that.
Uhm. Got my first tattoo. Its amazing! it hardly hurt TOO bad, and i want another one! The parents are okay with it! and im excited to get another one! they are awesome! i love them! YAY! and pretty soon i can change my 3rd hole earrings! haha! its been like 4 weeks or whatever, so i could probly change them now, but can never be too careful! YAY!
anywho, i think thats it for now, so im outy! PEace kids! Much love. Later!
Current mood: content
Monday, May 26, 2008
Soooooo, this week all in all has been one wierd week.
So katie went to NH, White Mountains on monday with her fiance... so she was gone til friday, so i had to go 5 days without her at work to keep me from killing someone. That was horror!! But luckily shes home now.
( She works hard for the money. So hard for it Honey. She works hard for the money, so you better treat her right (friday).... )
( S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y )
( Sunday Bloody Sunday. )
KThomas had to wake up at 6:30 cause she had to be at work at 7 this morning, icky!!!!
I woke up at 10:30, and it felt awesome to sleep in, and i woke up to a "Hi, Baby, how are you, i miss you, hope to hear from/ see you soon" text message from Adnane! YAY! hes so cute!
Anywho, i think this update is totally long enough, so im done updating for now. I think i might either go mow the lawn for dad, If the tracktor is working, and/or lay out in the sun! maybe well have a cookout tonight! that would be nice! YAY summer! how i love you!
Kk, peace out kiddliwinks! Much love!
Hope y'all had as good of a weekend as i did!
P3@cE:L<3vE:TraNqUilItY:TogEthErnEss:ForEvEr!!!
Current mood: anxious Current music: Always On Time-Ashanti ft Ja Rule
Friday, May 23, 2008
If i could relive my last 3 years over and over and over again, i would. Junior year was the greatest, i found love my sr year, and lived with it last year.
I want to be a senior in High school again. I miss the cruise, sr video, proms, everything. I feel like im missing something now that im not in school, and i want it back.....
Plus, i miss Plastic Theatre, and after weymo high grads of 'o6 graduated, the groupe kinda just desintigrated. So sad, that something we worked so hard on, just vanished cause of Slattery and all that.
I miss it all.
Current mood:  blank Current music: Blow my Mind -Big N Rich
Friday, May 16, 2008
So sick to the point
I can no longer Breath,
Wasting time
Trying to fall asleep.
Contemplating
whether to give up trying,
Cause all i feel
is the pain of dying.
A noise in my head
Like a million screams,
And the pains far worse
than what it seems.
My bones start shaking
and i tremble to the ground,
face down on the concrete
i am to be found.
Shouting for help
as if there were passerbys,
Tears come pouring
out the corners of my eyes.
The world stands still
as if its put on hold,
I feel goosebumps rising
as the air becomes cold.
The scenery goes pitch black
and silence overwhelms my ears,
I'm reaching the final step
Of which is the biggest of my fears.
I CANT THINK OF A DAMN ENDING!!!!!!
oh, ps! I took the last two days off of work because i was puking everything out of my system, and yeah, it was awesome... and i dont want to go back to work tomorrow! YAY! naht!!! Atleast deucheface wont be there!
Anywho, im outy! Peace!!!
Oh yeah, your jealous because Katie is sleeping over my house and not yours! hah!!!
Oh, Adnane. Youre such a sweetheart! :)
Current mood:  sick Current music: Tila Tequila
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Uhm, totally sorry about not updating as much as i should. Just been busy lately. Even though i know i use that excuse all the time, ive seriously been wicked busy lately. been getting tons of over time on my checks now a days, and going out with friends and such lately.
i dont know where to start this update, so its most likely all going to be random, so sorry if i confuse you! haha. wah wah!
Anywho. Uhm, workplace. Lp. things are getting better. weve been getting tons of good comment cards from how we cook schtuff, and its comeing out better, and even mrs ROTTENburg has been enjoying it.
anywho, the new guy john has been helping us alot, teaching us some new tricks and whatnot. and hes just a really nice guy. even if he is trying to screw Roz and Robin from the cafe at the same time, even when he has a gf. hah! MANWHORE! eww! Speaking of Lp, ive gotten alot closer with katie thomas. And im kinda wicked glad. shes awesome, and weve hung out alot lately, between clubs, movies, and just going to the mall after work to pick up some things for her. Shes glad weve gotten closer, and so am i. So LP is looking up again. Saweeeet. Plus, were getting a new cook soon, so someone else to help us in the kitchen!!!!
Moving on. Clubs. Ive been to club ultra 3 times already. Im addicted to it. I love to dance, and its just a blast. I love seeing other ppl enjoying themselves, dancing, drinking at the bar, having a grand old time. its just awesome. And i love going with friends. Last time i went i had a blast, because i met this kid, "edmond". or atleast thats what i got from his moroccan accent. And we danced the night away, and we made out, and yeah! he was just a nice guy, and i have his number, weve talked on the phone a few times, and weve texted every now and then, and he wants to hang out soon, and i said well make plans next time we both see eachother at the club, and hes looking forward to it. So yes, i love clubbing, and pretty soon Jill, Kim, and Marie (jills neighbor) want to come with me! haha! i know they really wont, but that would be cool...
Uhm, im pumped for the summer, and i cant wait. so many good times to come. Im anticipating it sooo bad, even though liz wont be home this summer. wah wah! I miss her terribly, and i hope to see her soon!
So many more times at the club to come, nights at the movies, dinner, cosmic bowling, im just soooo exciting. Everyone is almost done with school, and just about everyone is coming home soon!
Jenna is home in 3 days! brandon is coming home this weekend, of course amy and jilldo are home already cause they commute, but thats fine!
I cant wait for campfires at cromees, and im just SOOOOOOO excited! you have no idea! Anywho, before i piss myself with excitement...
I actually think im done for now, cause i just got extremely tired all of a sudden, and im kinda freaking out cause i saw a scary commercial, and the back light of the house keeps turning on, so i think im gonna go upstairs now, but i will talk to you cool kids later...
PS...
im really in like with this kid, who feels the same way, but its too far away, and i wish he wasnt.... thats all!
So im outy now. but i will tlak to you people later! Much love y'all. Hope everyone is well! and i will update again soon!!!
rock on!
rock out!
Live Large...
ps. Im going to see Jeff Dunham, Vince Gill, New Kids On the Block, and JOURNEY this summer! 4 different shows im MORE than pumped for! thank you JESUS!!!!!
Peace out cubscouts!
Current mood: scared Current music: Frasier.
Monday, April 14, 2008
I know i know. Ive been sucking witht eh updates lately. I apologize. haha! (even though i think Jenna, is the only one currently, who reads or comments on my journal!) haha.. well, lets go with the update already...
( 1. Workplace, Linden Ponds. )
( 2. Boy situationsness. )
( 3. Mis Amigos/Amigas. )
Anyhow, i think thats itski for now, plus, my fingers are hurting from typing so much in so little time. haha! anywho, i think im outy now....
Hope y'all enjoyed my entry, and this gorgous day! Much love! Peace outski!
Current mood: calm Current music: Me Love -S.Kingston
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
..... What game are we playing, and where in hell can i get the cheat codes?
Anywho, Im at LP and waiting to hang outski, so i figured ide update a wittle bit, cause Jclan wishes i would. Sooooo.....
whats new in the life if Steph Mongo? Nothing really. UHM, lets start with work? AL QUIT! I almost PISSED myself when i heard that! Thank GOD! No more Sexual predator at work! and Its hilarious because everyone else is glad to hear it as well. Bob seems to think that well need him more in the kitchen, but even if we did, he wouldnt do SHIIITTTT! He hardly does! No offense, but thats fine!
Uhm, Were getting a new cook starting friday! he looks odd, but seems really nice! im glad, we need some nicer people working here, but theres no doubt in my mind that somehow well turn him into a somewhat bad person! we have that power here at Linden Ponds. haha! sad, but true. Alot of people are moving into the kitchen, and some more are still attempting, Thats good for the kitchen i guess!!! Anywho, uhm, thats enough about LP for now!
Uhm, RMV. WTF IS UP with the DAMN R...M...V...? Ive tried 2 times this week already to get my damn mass id, so it will be easier on katies birthday for me to get in the club with her and her friends! Thats about a month away and im looking foward to it! and when jenna is around, and i visit her at school occasionally, i will be able to get in those clubs easily too. But no, RMV screwed me twice! First time i didnt have the right signature, or the right mailing address form, ANNNNddd then today, this MORNING when i went to get it, they said my Birth CErt. wasnt the original so they couldnt accept that, and that the Lease WITH MY SIGNATURE ON IT wouldnt be accepted either, because it was a MONTHLY lease? WTF is that shit! You kidding me? Thats bullshit! GAH! soooo pissed, and im sure my dad KNEW i was pissed from the face i had! sorry dad! i appreciate you taking me!!!
anywho, NOW we have all the RIGHT info, and if they say otherwise, ill kill someone! but were going back on friday! and i should have it by Next friday! THANK GOD!!!! i need it before i go out for katies Bday! GAH!
Anywho, anything else? Not really that i can think of right now but thats fine!!!! But its time for me to peace! so im outty kidliwinks! Peace outski! Much love!
P3@cE:l<3vE:TraNqUilItY:TogEthErnEss:ForEvEr!!!
Current mood:  aggravated Current music: Mouses clicking and printers printing.
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